is lucid dreaming unconscious zen?

I don’t know much about lucid dreaming, especially considering that I have basically stopped having vivid, memorable dreams altogether. I remember being a kid and having these incredibly vivid mental pictures and happenings while I was fast asleep, but at this point, I couldn’t tell you how long it’s been since those experiences have passed.

I think maybe it has something to do with the fact that I’m never truly able to relax anymore. Whether it’s worrying about one of the many things I’ve over-promised on or simply worrying about how I’m going to manage the things I’ve already got going on, there’s just too much crap that is sapping my attention at all times.

I’m so out of touch with my subconscious right now it’s scary.

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there are no moral victories

Rutgers beats LouisvilleYesterday morning, the University of Louisville football team was in the driver’s seat for a berth in the BCS National Championship game. Despite sustaining (and weathering) some key injuries so far this season, the team still appeared to be competitive with anyone in the nation — a tough out for even the most heralded opponent, to be sure.

Today, they are totally irrelevant. Out of the national title chase, likely out of any shot at winning the Big East and getting a BCS bowl berth, and out of the spotlight.

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the intersection of goodwill and profit

I find it incredibly hard to focus on profit-driven ventures. I mean, I can sit there and hammer things out for a little while, but lately I’ve found that my attention span for such things has grown shorter and shorter.

You’d think it would be easy to get up out of bed in the morning and go work on things that you know will be profitable. But then again, if it’s hard to focus on things like that, then perhaps that’s not really what your heart desires…

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